New beginnings

I’m pretty sure I’m not the only person in the world who thinks they wasted their whole 2019.

Plans plans plans

Mines involve less social media, more social interaction, sex and a new apartment. I want to move and be on my own and I’m buying. I wish there was this magic place where I could just go and do all the paperwork and research and be done in an hour. But is not as easy. I mean it took me a awhile to decide I could work my ass hard enough and then be conscious that there will be bills to pay, groceries to buy, a plumber if I ever need one, a handyman for nails and fixtures, trips to ikea, being my own maid and cook.

I worry that I won’t get that loan or that I can’t handle being on my own. Or something bad happens. I know I can do it.

I can.

I going minimal because is clean and is also cheap. I’m trying to be less of a consumer and be more grateful of what I have and will have. Just the tags on the furnitures and appliances. I mean my 23 inch Panasonic will have to do for a while. And no phone line and no AC.